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“Me & My Dog” — the exhaustion of loving through anxiety, wrapped in alt-indie music
!!! a small warning before you read: this post touches on anxiety, panic attacks, ED-related themes, grief/pet loss, heartbreak, and mental health struggles. “Me & My Dog” feels like the moment after a breakup where your body finally catches up to the grief your mind has been trying to outrun. The song moves through love, loss, and panic so intimately that it almost feels claustrophobic, like being trapped inside your own spiraling thoughts with nowhere to put them. And then
Donnut Moonyap
Dec 17, 20235 min read


“Funeral” — for people who feel guilty for feeling
!!! a small warning before you read: this post touches on depression, suicidal ideation, dissociation, death, and mental health struggles. There’s something deeply unsettling about a song that understands you a little too well, and “Funeral” feels exactly like that. Phoebe Bridgers captures the strange loneliness of being alive–and the guilt that can come with feeling that way–so precisely that listening to it almost feels intrusive, like someone quietly reading thoughts you
Donnut Moonyap
Nov 5, 20234 min read


“doomsday” — when you stay even though you already know how it ends
!!! a small warning before you read: this post touches on toxic relationships, emotional abuse, depression, heartbreak, and death/funeral metaphors. “doomsday” feels like emotionally packing your bags for a breakup that hasn’t happened yet–but you already know it’s coming. Lizzy McAlpine captures that strange in-between space of staying in something toxic while mentally preparing for the ending, like you’re both inside the relationship and already grieving it at the same time
Donnut Moonyap
Nov 4, 20236 min read
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