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“doomsday” — when you stay even though you already know how it ends
!!! a small warning before you read: this post touches on toxic relationships, emotional abuse, depression, heartbreak, and death/funeral metaphors. “doomsday” feels like emotionally packing your bags for a breakup that hasn’t happened yet–but you already know it’s coming. Lizzy McAlpine captures that strange in-between space of staying in something toxic while mentally preparing for the ending, like you’re both inside the relationship and already grieving it at the same time
Donnut Moonyap
Nov 4, 20236 min read


"Burnin’ Up" — Live from Saturday Night Live (2019)
There are live performances that feel polished, and then there are performances that feel alive. This one sits somewhere in the middle–but leans heavily into energy, nostalgia, and pure stage chemistry. Watching “Burnin’ Up” performed live again feels like stepping back into my 5-year-old self, fully obsessed with them all over again. Cool / Burnin' Up in SNL I Jonas Brothers on YouTube A Little Bit Longer Album Art I Copyright: Hollywood Records Burnin’ Up Artist: Jona
Donnut Moonyap
Sep 10, 20233 min read


“Burnin’ Up” — my first introduction to boy bands and loud emotions
“Burnin’ Up” by the Jonas Brothers is basically my official gateway drug into boy bands. This was the era where I learned that three brothers in tight outfits could permanently alter your brain chemistry (respectfully), and suddenly I was no longer just listening to music; I was fully invested in their chaos and whatever hold Joe Jonas had on me. A Little Bit Longer Album Art I Copyright: Hollywood Records Burnin’ Up Artist: Jonas Brothers Album: A Little Bit Longer Year:
Donnut Moonyap
Sep 10, 20233 min read
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