!!! a small warning before you read: discussions of hospitalization, emergency surgery, recovery, and medical stress. Sorry for being a little inactive lately. Life has been really heavy these past few weeks, physically and mentally, and I’ve just been trying to get through everything one day at a time. my IV line before the surgery I recently went through an emergency surgery for appendicitis after weeks of trying to push through the pain. It honestly took a lot out of me–go

!!! a small warning before you read: this post touches on anxiety, panic attacks, ED-related themes, grief/pet loss, heartbreak, and mental health struggles. “Me & My Dog” feels like the moment after a breakup where your body finally catches up to the grief your mind has been trying to outrun. The song moves through love, loss, and panic so intimately that it almost feels claustrophobic, like being trapped inside your own spiraling thoughts with nowhere to put them. And then

!!! a small warning before you read: this post touches on toxic relationships, emotional manipulation, verbal abuse, heartbreak, and mental health struggles. “July” feels like being stuck in a relationship that keeps ending without ever really ending. Noah Cyrus captures that exhausting cycle of wanting to leave, ending up staying, hoping, and getting hurt again, that it almost feels embarrassing to relate to. It’s the kind of song that understands how love can turn into repe