!!! a small warning before you read: this post touches on grief, emotional distress, mental health struggles, and medical/therapy-related experiences. “ghostin” is the kind of song that sits in that uncomfortable space between loving someone fully while still grieving someone else and somehow makes that emotional contradiction feel painfully human instead of messy. Your pain hurts them, their love makes you feel guilty, and you're caught between wanting to move forward and be

I used to think “Lover” was just a cute love song. Then I got older, fell in love for real, started discussing the future, and arguing, and suddenly this song became terrifyingly realistic. Beneath all the romance and glitter is something much softer: the choice to keep choosing the same person over and over again. Which is very sweet, very beautiful, and frankly a little embarrassing for someone who spent years pretending they were emotionally detached, until I met someone w

If you were a dancer and on YouTube during the 2010s, chances are you've come across Ian Eastwood at least once! He had this way of making choreography feel effortless while still being incredibly creative and intricate. Chivalry Is Dead - Trevor Wesley (Ian Eastwood ft. Megan Batoon Choreography) I Ian Eastwood on YouTube This video was my first introduction to Ian Eastwood, and of course, I immediately developed a crush on him lol. Looking back, I think every dancer or ce