!!! a small warning before you read: this post touches on depression, dissociation, self-destructive behavior, ED-related themes, toxic relationships, and mental health. “TV” feels like scrolling through your own emotional timeline and realizing you’ve been dissociating to stay alive. Billie Eilish turns numbness and quiet heartbreak into something almost conversational. It’s the kind of song that sits with you in the silence and somehow makes that silence feel way too loud.

!!! a small warning before you read: this post touches on toxic relationships, emotional abuse, depression, heartbreak, and death/funeral metaphors. “doomsday” feels like emotionally packing your bags for a breakup that hasn’t happened yet–but you already know it’s coming. Lizzy McAlpine captures that strange in-between space of staying in something toxic while mentally preparing for the ending, like you’re both inside the relationship and already grieving it at the same time

Oct 21 2022 I Midnights Album Listening Party in SM Bacolod Midnights holds a special place in my heart because I experienced it during a listening party with my cousins when it first came out. We were in Bacolod at the time, and we ended up celebrating the album together in the most memorable way possible! It was one of those nights that didn’t need anything extravagant to feel special–just music and that shared excitement with fellow swifties for the new Taylor Swift era.

!!! a small warning before you read: this post touches on grief, loss, relationship trauma, and infidelity. We’ve already talked about Midnights, and then—to the surprise of exhausted Swifties everywhere–Taylor decided that sleep was optional and dropped an expansion at 3am on release night.. literally three hours after the album came out! Hence, Midnights (3am Edition)! Suddenly, we had seven more tracks to process, and I’m so excited! We are so spoiled! Midnights (3am Editi